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Wow, really emotional this week.

Looking REALLY hard for validation that I'm good at that which I most want to be good at and

to some degree

am pretty skilled at.


Looking for this validation to the point that my overall mood is heavily dependent on it.

I want someone to read my work

because they wanted to

and tell me honestly what they think.

On the KinkMeme, there's a lot of praise to be had

And sometimes, even more rewarding, there is constructive criticism.


I'm getting tired of the KinkMeme

Burning out.

These aren't my ideas I'm getting recognition for.

They told me to jump through these hoops, and I volunteered to do it.

I want my own hoops.

I'm going to set them on fire.

I'm going to blow your mind.


















Maybe.